ive been to the er like 6 times in the last three months for all the same thing... but it always changes... i went to a concert.... and at the concert my vision felt fuzzier than usual ... but i brushed that off and went drinking with my friends... the next day i had a hang over... and i was sitting around and it pretty much wore off... when i walked into my buddys bathroom to get a drink... i looked around the room and said... "gee everything looks weird" and then i started shaking and panicing... i thought i was dying from some disease... i told myself it would all be better in the morning but it didnt... its been months now and i have gone through everydisease imaginable... everytime i find out that nothing is wrong with me i dont beleive it... and i find a nother disease with similar symptoms... and go to the er expecting thats the news... i just cant stop thinking about all these horrible diseases i might have... i get shaky and im not sure if i even have symptoms or if my mind is just making me feel like i have them... i thought i had a tumor.... but they did a ct scan and said i had none... but everyday i wake up and for like ten minutes i feel like myself... then i start panicing again... crying... thinking that im dying from some horrible disease.... even tho they told me i have no tumor... i cant bring myself to beleive them.... ive felt like the room was spinning ... with vision problems... and thats pretty much it... along with tons of panic and irrateability.... i dont know whats wrong with me... and im very sick of it... i just want to be me again... ive had stuff like this happen to me in the past... like for about a year... i couldnt stop repeating the words "god and jesus are cool" in my head with fear of going to hell... and for another year when i was about 16 i couldnt stop thinking i was going to die or the world was going to end... eventuallly they both passed but the constant thinking and never ending thoughts in my head make me feel like im going crazy.....