I've always been a tiny bit jealous of other people. I used to hate life, a heck of a lot but recently life had started to make a turn around. I guess you could say during high school there was a tiny bit of jealousy between my classmates and I. Mostly because they all had money, they were more financially fit then my family. I never showed it, cause I always had designer clothes, brand name shoes, and bought lunch every day. But these were all presents, to me.

I had problems getting my drivers license (G2). I fail the first two times and my parents wouldn't let me drive the car or let me do the test again. Getting my drivers licese was always my dream, and meant the world to me. A fair of classmates had gotten their G2 license and I guess you could say I was very jealous. I hate it, that they had their and I didn't have mine. That they were driving down their parents cars to school and I wasn't.

I also was having problems with school, and my parents wouldn't address the situation. Others who were having the same problem, got their parents to start to address the situation.

Anywho, things started to look up after the summer. I went to college in September, got my G2, started driving all the time.

My parents just put me on the car insurance 2 months ago and hate hate giving me the car. When I want to go somewhere I need permission from my dad. And what does he tell me, "Wait till your mother comes home and go together" whats the point of having insurance then? Anwyays I wanted to get my own car and they wouldn't let me. They don't believe in me either, but I guess thats besides the point. Now my co workers, younger then me, are buying cars, their parents loaning them the cars without a hassle, and it really bugs me.

I guess all I will ever be is a jealous guy. Is this normal for me or not?