I was at a small party/get-together last night. My boyfriend was invited, but he couldn't go with me because he had some plans already. Everyone was drinking and smoking.

There is this incredibly gorgeous guy that my friends and I have ogled since we were freshman (we're about to be seniors). Well, he was there! He's so nice and funny and a pleasure to be around. Obviously, I was really horny because my boyfriend wasn't there, and people were all over each other all around me.

My friend (who has no problems with cheating) was encouraging me to hook up with him, but I felt terrible. After smoking for the 2nd time that night, we got somewhat close. We were "in the zone" together. We eventually sat down next to each other and somehow our arms ended up intertwined. Without even thinking, I starting stroking the soft flesh on the inside of his arm with my fingertips and nails, and I could tell he was really enjoying it, because he got really quiet and put his head back a little.

Then, I thought about my boyfriend and how much I love him. I decided I could never cheat on him like that.

So basically, I was completely drunk and high, horny, and I had enough self control to not jump on the most gorgeous guy that I've admired for years, despite all the pressure I was getting from my friends to do it.

That takes skill. I still want to jump his bones.