Recently came out of a relationship with 'the one' after giving everything up for this person and am now in a dark place. I was referred to Crisis team by my GP who are making daily visits.

Medication list is getting longer each week, tried everything. Back living with parents. Sit in town drinking all day (not good). Starting to get very angry 'cos I know I'm just 'buying time' and everything is going to come crashing down soon for good. Off on the sick from work (it's a job I hate and am no longer capable of doing).

Anyone else feel like this? I asked them to take me in at the weekend just to get it over and done with. Met 2 of the counsellors / assessors in town, drunk. They didn't have time to spend with me but they rang today asking if i had sobered up and made me promise I would phone them in the morning.