I am 35 years old and feel like this world is not for me,from the begining i lost my parents when i was 6.My father shot my mother and then he died a couple of months later in the state hospitol from heart failure.My garandparents took my sister and i in then at 15 lost my grandfather a few years later my grandmother.I am married and have a 15 year old daughter that deservse more than what i can give her.My husband had a heart attack 2 years ago and is not in good health and My only true friend passed away April 20 she was 80,I know a big age difference but she was someone i could talk to,I recently found out she had left us her home.She wanted us out of the neiborhood we are in,we can't sell our home and have even more to worry about with 2 houses.Iknow some think were lucky but they don't know how hard it is living pay check to pay check.I just feel like Im letting her down.I cant face my daughter half the time because im so lost and can't help but feel she would be better of without me.I just don't feel like I belong in this world I am lost and have nobdy to talk to for advice.I am sorry for the long post and don;t want a pitty party but I just don't know how many more mornings I can face.