Ok...so what's the cause? That's always my question when "Why am I not feeling good" comes.
This year started real good professionally speaking. I'm finishing my BsC on Chemistry and won a research grant on a prestige lab. The grades are good. And the grant's money helps me and my family a lot. And this is what motivates me and gets me going. The thought that my hardwork is actually bringing me some good.
Middle february I started dating this younger girl (5 years younger (i'm 23, she's 17)) and I got really interested in her. A lot of good conversation, common interests etc etc, what makes a good date...a good date. We kissed and started a sort of unnamed relationship. It was going great in the first two weeks. She called me several times a week and initiative was on both sides. She being in highschool and being a lot younger makes her have a lot of work and with a lot of parental restrictions. I understand this. But I feel that a few hours on the weekend just aren't enough for a relationship to be sustained. Not only that, lately I've been feeling lack of initiative by her part. A lot.