Hi i joned this forum a few days ago and as mentioned i have been VERY silly and come off my citliapramas ran out and as i felt 'ok' intially i didnt go back.. but NOW its hit me AND i have a job interview today ( not the ideal time i know) i only found out yesterday as the agency who were emailing me had my wrong email address..?

So i am nervous as hell as the last time i had an interview was 8ys ago and i was a different person, carefree almost and none of the worry an stress i have now.. i feel i have aged about 20 yrs and i really DONT want to go and even considering 'pretending ' to go.. but i am been amde redundant in July 11th so i have no choice ( well i chose vr) as been looking for a new job anyway.. so i HAVE to.