im not too bad at the minute thanks for asking... how are you ??

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i have not been abale to get on line much as my laptop is been repaired and
i have only just logged on with my email to my husbands pc!

I have finally got a job!! at a call centre again but more sales based so
we will see..

I am anxious and nervous i dont start till July 14th and then its a month
training 9-5 mon - fri and once thats done i will be going to back to the
hrs im used to 5-9pm tues -fri and a full day sat so not so bad...

I have issue with leaving my son, he is 3 and my sister ( thankgod ) is
going to have him for 3 weeks of my training and Daddy is going to be off
work for the 1st week.

I just feel so guilty leaving him for those 3 weeks even with my sister who
is older than me has 4 childern of her own and has a little boy the same ag
as mine and they will love it! ( drive her mad) but she will be fine...

I have seperation issues i think it stems back to my 1st born Thomas.. who
died when he was a baby he was 8mths old... ( cut a long story short) he was
born 3 mths prem and stayed in neo natal all his life and i used to every
single day and spend every waking hr with him.. he was so brave and so cute
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