I have been good and for me what i can call happy but i woke up this morning with no feeling in my hand and chest pains (something that hasnt happened since christmas) i can feel myself wanting to cry, i dont want to speak to or be near anyone at work. i have started to scratch at my wrist agin in frustration coz of how i feel and would do anything to be able to crawl back in to bed and hide from the world. I have no idea why i feel like this now i just feel so lonely but want to be alone. Help!