Hey everyone, this is just I guess an update of sorts on myself. I haven't been here very much, sometimes I feel like I have enough mental strength to just read posts. I started a new job at the end of June, so I have been very busy since being made a keyholder/supervisor. It really is just 8-10 hours a day on my feet making minimum wage. Money is always an issue, I'm supposed to be getting married in a year and I know I can't afford it, by God we can barely afford to live as it is now, both of us working....once September comes there will only be one income in the house and who knows what will happen then. We're going to be ridiculously in debt, but if it means we can survive until I start my paid internship, I guess that's the price.

Anyway, things with me on the mental front have been good and bad I guess. I am off medication now. I don't see a doctor, as of the past few months, because apparently there is nothing wrong with me according to the last guy. I don't know if I can handle the stress of having to go back to a walk-in clinic and tell them 'yah, so the last doctor sucked, refer me to a new one' because they will just dismiss me like they always do. So, sometimes it feels like things are okay, except when I get really angry or depressed or anxious, then things just feel like they were before the medication. UGH.

Well, that is my life. Work. Money. Just being insane. Fun times.