this weekend while at the beach i went over to my parents place and told them about my disease' i told them that i was diagnosed with dysthimia which goes back to child hood,and that im now in one of my major depression cycles, i explained a lot to them about what it is and the symptoms, i even gave them some literature to read, quite a lot really so they could fully understand what's going on. now to the problem im having, i left some out so they could have time to absorb that bomb shell, now they already been asking my bro does he blame us, which is a two fold answer, no they did not cause the depression but they sure as hell kept stoking the fire. so my question to you all is, do i tell them the rest of the story knowing they'll deny it all and that will be the end of me having parents but it will at least be off my mind, tell them it's just something my brain creates and it's nobodys fault and me get over it and get on with life or what, they think theres more i aint told and there right, whats the best way through this, i really just want out but that aint gonna solve nothing. since i've told them my brother who WAS part of my support has turned to thinking i want him to choose sides me or them, i would never do that to anyone least of all my own brother, that hurt deep, what do i do please offer something for me to consider, cause my way which would be wrong would be screw em all i don't need you

as my heart bleeds in silence my soul screams for help