I really hope that coming here will bring some sort of help to this overwhelming situation. I am a 21 year old male, in college trying to become a counselor but I find myself unhappier than I have ever been in my life.

During high school I loved to work. I held the same job for 3 years then another for a year. I left both on good terms and for reasons beyond my control. I cannot figure out why but over the past week I have realized that for as long as I could remember over the past at least year or more I have been completely out of it.

I was sitting in the car when it all hit me. I got home and began to realize that perhaps my behavior as of late is not normal and maybe I need help. So here I am. I made a small list of what has happened that is not "me"

-I find myself being unable to fall asleep until 6-8am. I will sleep til 4 but still be extremely tired. I will go run, come home and start the process all over again. When ever anyone is around me, even my girlfriend I become annoyed and angry