Feeling low today can't seem to shake off my past and my illness. I am 24 and I am tired of life already. I have been through alot most of which I can't say on here but it really has knocked the stuffing out of me. Now I just feel empty and broken. I don't really know what it will take to shift this feeling. everything seems so dull. Like there is this big gaping black hole in my life and I can't seem to fill the void even with things I used to do all of my life and enjoyed. ~Sorry if I am going on a bit but I really need to get this out. I worry about everything now things I used to take for granted, like just going outside, or what job I will end up in. finishing my education, everyday interactions with others etc.. I am a nervous wreck and again I don't know what it will take to change this feeling.

Some times I feel okay and stable but then I feel so low I cant bear to do anything ......... my past is constantly on my mind... I desperately want my life to be normal again.. I am taking prozac 20mg I thought the tablets were working but evidently not. Anyone any ideas?