This is my situation...
I think i'm depressed. I can't seem to find joy in things very much and its VERY hard for me to get excited about future events that are going on in my life. I feel numb alot of the time... i just cant connect with the people around me. I lost an AMAZING girlfriend because i was too numb to put any effort into it. The thing is, and i'll be honest, I don't have much to complain about. I have a select few group of good friends, ppl who care about me, going to a great school for a good program. I do have an f'ed up family life (havnt talked to my mom in 6 yrs and have an older bro who is in and out of jail) but everyone has a crazy family life these days, right?

I just want to be happy and enjoy the things are happening to me.... how can i get happy and maintain it and even more important, what can i do to get excited about my life... i want to be happy and not sad and angry...

Thanks for reading