Im not sure if I have posted this in the right place so I apologise if I have got it wrong. I have always been good at giving advice and reassuring people. And Ive wanted to read through all the forums and offer advice. I havent changed so please feel free to chat to me at any time. As the saying goes, it's always easier to look from the outside in and give advice but not so easy to look out and see the problem.

However, I find myself in a very dark horrible place at the moment. I dont know where to begin. I was always so strong, really strong. Right now I feel so weak and desperately low.

It started at work about two and half years ago when I dared to stand up to something I didnt agree with. Basically, it went from there. The picking started. Oh God!. Ive always been a person who stands up for others and my self. Never been afraid of much to be honest. But they picked away and wore me down. My self esteem is at rock bottom, I dont even have the confidence to go for another job because I would be just **** at the inteview. I feel like a loser at the moment. My family are brilliant and I am so lucky to have such a great family and friends, but my God............I feel worthless.