I have been a weasel for two years by having an affair with a married man. This goes against everything I believe in (or so I thought) and the situation is as bad as it gets because I am married too and I have two kids. It's very tough to end the affair because my life is somewhat empty right now, I do not love my husband anymore, and my "ex"lover is insisting that he wants to marry me and make me happy. It's all wrong and I am so much of a better person than this. I never thought I'd sink this low. To make matters worse, I've started smoking and drinking to cope. I'm not sure what advice I'm asking for, I just need to get things off my chest. I've only really told one person about the situation and I don't want to burden her with my problems.