I have been married for 33yrs. I was married at the age of 18. My married life has been one of conflict and hurt 95% of the time. The last 7yrs have been without any intimacy, no relationship, two people living in the same house as strangers. Lonliness and hopeless feelings are with me constantly to the point where I have to fight against sucidual thoughts . I have mentioned these feelings to my spouse when I felt I can't go on and his response is Nothing. Is ther e hope to have a relationship when there never was one?