Arah currently on the Slimming world diet which I find great, but for some reason I have been completley unmotivated! I've eaten complete rubbish foods and i know i'm doing it. i have only lost 3pounds in 3 months. i am going on holiday at the start of july then turn 18 just after i get back. i reallllly would love to go on holiday and wear a bikini! but i just don't know if this is ever going to happen - for some reason i just cannot imagine my self slimmer and me ever getting to that desired weight, i feel i am going to this big and unhappy about it forever. i currently weigh 13.9 and would love to get to 11stone. has anyone got any tips or words of wisdom for me?? especially on how to get nice and toned! I am going to do aerobics with my friend once a week but is this going to get me the bikini confidence i need in 10 weeks? ahhh i feel so stupid!