Inhave been type 1 diabetic for 9 yrs but don't seem to be able to get any control on it.I have also got other medical problems.Ijust can't see any good coming from my life I have got three kids but cos I am unhappy my house seems unhappy,I often think about suicide and find it easy to put a front on to other people.Right know I have stopped taken my injections and nobody seems to have noticed so it makes me wonder if I die would I be missed.