I guess, it depends on the way she "felt" about what she did and "re-acted" after.
She told you, she felt the need to state that she "kissed" someone.. I suspect that perhaps (not that it is an excuse) at all, not at all, but perhaps lonely? Yet, you called her all the time, and I can see that she was your world.
Did she cry, feel ashamed, say she was sorry... Or, did she simply tell you and expect you to get over it.
I am gobsmacked that she also told you he lived down the street, how were you mean't to cope with that honesty.
Your mind will, has played lots of tricks, you all of a sudden wonder about everything including those twins. I guess, if that was me in that situation, I wouldn't want to know because, I had spent 6 years loving them anyway as my own, and so they are mine.
I think you need to ascertain if she has remorse, did have remorse when that story un-folded.
The trust has been broken, I don't believe you will be able to get that back...
It's a sad feeling for you, sorry.
CW
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